I usually like to plan my posts but one of the best things of having a blog is that you can see it as a place where you go and write about your usual topics BUT you can also see it as a place where you can go a share a thought that’s not necessarily related to any of those topics… So yes, this post will not be about fragrances or beauty products, but about how I felt today and why I want to share it with you, even thou you don’t know a lot of me yet.
Sunday has just passed and I have to be honest with you, it has been a very difficult day for me, psychologically speaking. I woke up and looked outside and saw a very sunny day was awaiting for me (which usually gives me some extra energy!) and as I rolled out of the bed and had breakfast, I felt a feeling of tiredness, I didn’t want to do the tasks I had assigned myself for the day and in the end it just ended up being a day filled with lost of negative thoughts. Sadly I am not often one of those people who are able to think so positive that the positivity itself becomes reality and so I let all those bad vibes take over… not realizing I wasn’t living in the actual moment.
As I am thinking back at this day, I am realizing I wasn’t being strong enough to see how blessed I am to be with the people and in the place I want to be, and I am realizing now this is actually the happiest I’ve ever been in my life. And you know what? It was worth it. It was worth all the past bad days like this Sunday I had to go through, because they have taught me to appreciate what I have now. I may not be where I want to be with myself and my carrier, but I am blessed enough to have the time to think and work for building a life I am totally in love with.
It took a whole Sunday of negative thoughts to realize that I am actually so blessed to be able to stay with a person who loves me and supports me even when I am in a bad mood, a person who would do anything to make me feel loved, a person who I love and loves me back everyday more, a person who is able to teach me what love in such a humble and unique way that I feel like everything else will never be so beautiful and precious.
Exercising yourself to see the best into the smallest things can be though but if your heart is open enough you can still see the good even in the worst days. Go and hug or/and kiss the ones you love and tell them so, it will make your and their day better, even if just three minutes of that day are left.
I wanted to share this post with you as a late night “confession”, hoping I can inspire everyone to be strong enough to feel grateful for the things you have instead of wasting time having negative thoughts. Bad days are a normal thing and I feel like they can take you back to 0 and make you rethink about everything with a clear mind, if you surround yourself with the right things. I cannot be thankful enough for finding this out, even thou at the very ending of the day.
Hope you enjoyed and hope I brought some positivity into your day. Bye xx